alcohol really numbs everything.
stop those unwanted pain inside.
but very temporary.
and in between the process,
you tend to get brave.
braver than usual.
all those words kept, spilled.
words not meant to be heard, said, thought of.
causing all those emotions.
set free.
sadness still prevail.
petty emotions.
still alive and well.
got to break through it.
i didnt mean what i said..
even in the cold, sunday morning,
i did'nt mean it...
im so weakened.
im so weakened.
my tired mind has the past emblazoned vividly.
those memories, i cant seem to let go.
as little as i know,
you've already burned it.....all.
sigh... i guess, its time to let go...