you know. life is really, really, really unfair.
this comes to me every single time i see hot people on the streets.
and some other places.
yes, that explains my insecurities.

life is unfair.
cause karma is being one hell of a nasty bitch.
i know my bad deeds are countless.
this includes not giving up my seat for old ladies on the train.
but in my defence, my ass was tired.

karma had me going.
i stepped on dog poo and i touched it.

why......
cause karma is a dog.
and it was under my fingernails.
fuck fuck fuck.

oh, and karma had me again.
i tore my berms in the midst of coffee at orchard.
it was a huge hole, and my thigh was bare.
not a friendly sight, being that my underwear wasn't Calvin Klein.
oh but no one saw it.......
i think.

why karma. why.
the shit under the nails was enough.
why not you just kill me already.
just stab me with your unseen powers.

i want to thank Gwendolyn Wong for saving my ass.
its self explanatory.




also, something really hit me.
you know one of those moments when people say ''life is fragile, bla bla bla. viagra. bla.''
i had a deeper understanding to those 3 letters,
life is fragile.
it is, indeed.

its unforeseen by the naked eye, that's for sure.
and i see humans as tiny ants now, and we can instantly die.

a close buddy of mine, had a friend.
they talked bout bikes on the night before,
he died on a bike on the day after.
ironic, huh?
life is that fragile.

my deepest condolences to the late.

*1 minute of silence*


you have to be more careful now.
look left and right before crossing.
do good deeds and karma will drown you with love.
oh, and don't ride bikes.

cause you wouldn't know, what might kill you. or whom.
die, bitch, die!