i am tired of deciphering.
i know i don't have to.
but its addictive.
i want it to stop.
but it continue on just like that.
why not settle down in a conclusion and draw the lines.
i am drained. really drained.
i wish for the better.













i had the strangest dream.
it was a collage of everything that i care about.
everything that plays in my head during those quiet times.
it made me realise how far apart everything is.
a huge gap filled with awkwardness and hesitance.

it also made me realise how far you have gone.

with all the new fancies that you have.
has everything been breached?
or am i still dwelling on the past.