Finally it is fucking over. Assessments are so over.
The amount of sweat dripped and t-shirts i had to change were countless.
I am so glad all the stress and what nots are gone!
I do not have to worry when i sleep.
Worry about the little things.
Worry about rushing to the printing shop to beat the queue.
worry about the alignments, the details, the urgh.. its over.
Its not that i do not enjoy doing it, the process is tedious.
I have been sleeping like a dog.
It feels great to have the whole day to myself,
not thinking about anything else except what to eat,
or what's on tv, or should i part my hair left or right.
I am like a free bird. I can breathe again.
The whole being as a person is somewhat being revived again.
My face is plumped up again with happy juices flowing in my veins
and my eye bags has reduced. Vain times are back again!
Sleeping is the cure to everything.
Speaking of sleeping, even though i had like 23hours of sleep in a day,
i can't figure out why i do have all these nightmares,
which i do not want to go into details.
It keeps me awake at times.
Gives me the sudden urge to open my eyes,
like the magic that alarm clocks suppose to do.
These horrid dreams are not what i expected.
I told a dear friend, and i got these feedbacks that she kindly googled for me.

Spirits
To dream that you are talking to an unknown spirit,
forewarns that someone is trying to deceive you.
Generally if the spirit is known
and welcomed it is a sign of great good luck
and/or good fortune in business affairs.

Adultery
To dream that your mate, spouse, or significant other is cheating on you,
indicates your fears of being abandoned.
You may feel some lack of attention in the relationship.
Alternatively, you may feel that you are not measuring up to the expectations of others.

Drugs
To see others drunk in your dream,
signifies much unhappiness for you and those around you.

Cocaine
To dream that you are taking cocaine,
indicates that you are feeling empty and devoid of emotions.
You are looking to get out of your commitments or denying your responsibilities.
You lack ambition.
On a more positive note,
the dream may be telling you that you need to be more lively and energetic.
If you dream that others are taking cocaine means you feel that your spouse,
families or friends should be more lively and energetic.

Family
To see them gloomy, foretells of disappointment and sadness.

Stranger
To see strangers in your dream,
symbolizes the part of yourself that is repressed and hidden.




And this is what she said to me.

says:
OIE
says:
i tink u r seriously fucked up!

I am, indeed.
How bloody true are these interpretations.
Its freaky.
So therefore, the inner grief in me has spoken to me in my dreams.
Giving me signs like, an unknown family sniffing cocaine on a sofa,
and the granny goes, 'it is nice right, child?'
Enough is enough. I think i need the happy pills now.