It is not something that i can smoke, get high or be high with.
It is not something that i can touch, play or stroke.
And definitely not something i can dance, sing with or to.

It is something deadly, but it doesn't involve drugs of any sort.
It is like a venom, but it stings only in the head.
It hurts more than razor blades but yet i craveeee for more.

It is so addictive.
An addiction harder to get rid of.
Harder than the cigarette addiction i kicked many months ago,

even though i started since i was fifteen.



For all i know, it is here to stay for a long, long time.
And signs are telling me that we're reciprocating.