Have you ever felt nothing else matters anymore.
Your world just changed with a blink of an eye.
How much you have build through these time crashing down on you.
The will power inside of you disappear into the oblivion.
No reason for you to move on.
Everything is at still.
Every little detail that linger, matters.
Every movement being watched.
Can't find a way to gather your thoughts.
A flush of emotions going through your body.
The sight of your hands shivering.
The helpless beings surrounding you, suddenly turned quiet.
Total breakdown....
Insanity break loose.
Losing self control.
Losing your mind.




I've always hope for it.
But when it really happened,
I've learnt that it is all not real.
A huge selfish deception.
There's always two side of a story.
But you have to lean on one, eventually.
It all painted a clearer picture.
How it was done.
The realm of doubt is clearing up.
The truth of it all.
The judgement one has to make.










I am not finish.