I've yet to discover and fully understand the nature of my behaviour.
Why the surge of jealousy and the high chances of over reacting.
I feel like i have an antenna as high as the Eiffel tower that i pick up redundant things.
I am constantly on the look out for whatever reason that i do not know.
This paranoia has its pros and cons.
The good part is that i am able to foresee the hidden agendas of one
but the downside is that it leads to an obsession that drives the people around me
and especially myself, crazy.
Where do i lay my (middle) finger on?
What causes this so called issue that i have?
Maybe i could say that i'm just having my guard up.
I have the progenitor to blame. No?
Maybe they're as close as i think.
Maybe it is just me.
Maybe the logic of it all, builds up throughout these years,
when i was in a streak of constant deception and swindled upon.
On top of it all, you made it to the list of swines.
I do not understand the fact that even when the persona was described to me as,
disdainful and haughty, you still adhere closely.
Contradiction much?
Why on earth do i have these feelings?
I hate these unknown attractions.
This is unfair.
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